Thursday, December 15, 2011

sewing studio

With the help of abah, i'm gonna have my own working place! i'm so excited~ a sewing studio! well, these are how my bedroom look..what a mess..walking into a room and seeing the mess ruin my mood. felt so embarrassed when cousins walked into the room. 




i googled some pics of sewing studio for inspiration...these three are my fave. i just want to make it simple and white.. but then mak said she gonna load her machines and stuffs..oh no...lol 






Went fabric shopping with a cousin last sunday. gotta make some skirts for her. I only got two weeks to finish all the baju kurung and skirts and then going to australia to visit my brother there. yay vacation! :D can't wait to meet my little nephew~



Saturday, December 10, 2011

2.42am

bitter coffee... erghh


maybe i'll wear something like this for raya 

Thursday, December 8, 2011

expectation (기대)

Can't get this song out of my head. it's an old song but i'm so in love with the melody



Jay's version at 'white love party' . i still remember watching live streaming of the concert..it really felt like i was in the crowd lol.he was awesome!
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I need to be the first to turn away

I'm smiling as if nothing is wrong

But my heart's telling me no, to hold onto you

It creates tears in my eyes

Your lips that told me you loved me

Your two pretty eyes that only held me

But now you try to look somewhere else 

My greed kept growing

And I didn't know it took over your place

So I only blamed and complained to you

Why is love always one step behind?

I'm afraid--I'm afraid for my weakness

I'm afraid for me, who is nothing without you

You know that I only embrace and know you in my heart

You know that I have no one but you

Just like those days when you were my everything,

When I cried and laughed in your arms

Let me love you again

I don't expect anything

All you need to do is stay beside me

Even if cast myself aside

If only you believe in me, I can do anything

I'm afraid--I'm afraid for my weakness

I'm afraid for me, who is nothing without you

You know that I only embrace and know you in my heart

You know that I have no one but you

Just like those days when you were my everything,

When I cried and laughed in your arms

Give me another chance

Do you remember?

All those promises made within our two hands?

Till the seas dry up, until the stars fall asleep

No matter what splits us up

I do
I'll always be with you

I love you

My heart will never change

I'll just pretend that the world has borrowed you from me

You just need to tell me that you'll return to me

-Na Yoon Kwon-

newborn nephew


my newborn nephew Muhammad Qayyum. Welcome to the world. :)